Trying to Forgive

The holes on the door make me think
About the day you left
The one you let me sink

You put an anchor around my neck
I am lying on the ocean floor

It’s okay, I still know how to smile
And every day feels like a fucking lie

Chorus
I’m trying to forgive
I’m trying to forget
Because the weapon was way too far.

Everything you gave me
It doesn’t matter
There’s no going back

I pray to the stones
That my memories will forget
Will forget about me.

It’s okay, I still know how to smile
And every day feels like a fucking lie

Chorus

I yelled at the wind
I broke all the mirrors

It’s okay, I still know how to smile
Eventually, I will get lucky on time